I think about a million questions to ask to you
Prepare answers for all that might be asked for
Visualize all scenes, each and every frame,
As if it was all real and true and live.
I have all answers and a lot of questions
And am highly prepared, waiting for a chance
There would be no silence, not even a second
I will be talking all over and over again.
You walk upto me from a side, I am all stunned
You raise a hand, give a smile and say a ‘hi’
I smile back, but no words make their way out
Everything I had prepared, nothing comes to play.
You start talking, asking questions, looking at me
I stare back, ‘Omg! What to say, what to answer’
I stammer something, shake and nod my head
I swear I could do better with someone else.
When you finish, you look up at me surprised
Expecting something from me, some words
But I can’t, I’m all lost, don’t know what to say
It happens only when I have to speak with you.
Finally you get up and walk away from me
You must be bored, I’m sure you must have been
‘I’ m really sorry, but how can I let you know?’
‘I’m not like this always, give me one more chance.’